My friend whom I was seing as my boyfriend in my visions told me he would like to hear me singing, he's so much into music, he studies and analizes it alot but his girlfriend is a professional singer and actress. I'm afraid he might want to give her some recorded samples for his girlfriend to copy me. I sometimes sing songs of Nicole Scherzinger with her band Pussycat dolls, I wanted to sing Hush Hush on the concert after he pushed me away and I cried a lot but he and his girlfriend found out, so they cancelled the concert and organised a party for children instead and told me I can't sing this song cause of some adult content. I fell desperate and my singing teacher felt desperate too, she didn't have anything against that song.